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Tuesday, 22 September 2009

  • Confused and shock

    Shocked is what i described what im feeling.... It feels like the same feeling i got when i broke up with ms. jessica.  Sucks ... ::sings:: cut my life in 2 pieces this is my last resort, suffication no breathing.....

    It feels like my hearts ripped out of my chest, exposed for the world to see and people are just throwing shit at it...

    But i tell myself we face this .... no no no we MUST face this to become stronger, i just wished it didnt hurt this much.....

Tuesday, 01 September 2009

  • A troll down my left side of my brain!


          Sorry its been a while ... i just had to write this down, because i love writing when i can look back at this down the line.... Amazing how music can make put a smile on your face... i was strolling down memory lane when i discussed about high school with my PIC (PartnerInCrime).  Boy did it bring tears of joy down my face, like a it was a really good feeling that came over me.... cuz most of the music that i was picking just made me remember how easy, stressfree  life used to be, being a grown up sometimes is eh! but you know what i dont regret it..... i learned so many things a long the way that i dont regret at all.... wether it be someone smiling at me and how to react to that.... made me think also that the decisions in life affect you as a person, and the people around you.... and ill end it with that!

    Devotion - Girl its you (music playing right now)

    Cheers!

Wednesday, 21 January 2009

  • Inspired

    Hello Entry.

               Im feeling inspired to write.  Well to top it off i just started school and started my first day yesterday.  My teacher is this young guy who is a complete dick.... wow...but eh cant complain you have to start somewhere right?  Anywho works good cant complain, alot of people right now who doesnt have jobs are prolly kicking and screaming right? This year i feel committed and so hopefully i follow through with what i have plan for myself. We shall see my friend we shall see!! =)

    Peace outside!

    Music: Marie Digby - Beauty in walking away

Sunday, 02 November 2008

  • The perfect man


    Will i be the one that cleans up after you?
    Will i be that guy that stays true
    Will there be questions about what to do?
    Will i have actions to choose....

    These questions will always rummage my mind
    and ill try to remember to stay kind
    Ill do the things you need
    And sometimes fuck up and be a kid

    If a perfect man is what you want
    Then Im not the guy your looking for
    But theres one thing ill tell you
    Is that ill give my perfect love to you....

    *sigh*..... man oh man.... sorry people just wanted to write something about that thing that women always wants...




Tuesday, 28 October 2008

  • My emotions...


    Hey hey hey

    I feel half empty today.  I just finished watching high school musical 3 and boy howdy was it a really good movie.....

    Any who.... i began to wonder after the movie where my love life was heading to.... I asked myself... has jessica (my ex-gf) taken a part of me ... that made myself happy even though what situations or outcome came my way.  I feel so confused right now, its harder for me to sleep at night because i just think... If i find someone will that just be a rebound? or will i just be fooling myself...

    Im Drowning, theres no one around.....

    Note: What am i doing wrong?


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